Eastman

2009-06-04T08:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, while at work I had an interesting experience. Some of you may know that I work at LDS Hospital in the Gift Shop. As I was putting the finishing touches on a display a somber faced nurse gave me a piece of paper about the size of an index card with what looked to be a patients wrist band photocopied onto it. As she handed me the paper she softly said “Im here for the Angel”. A little confused at her odd request I took the paper, smiled, and said “let me see if it is in the back”. I knew my supervisor would be able to shed some light on the matter and point me in the right direction. I walked to her office in the back room and handed her the paper. She must have sensed my confusion because with out even looking at the writing she said, “This is a request for The Angel of Hope, it is given to a mother who has lost her baby”. As she began telling me where to find this special item I could feel a knot begin to form in my throat. My eyes stung as I fought back the urge to burst into tears and my heart ached with the thought of losing something so incredibly precious. It ached for the family who wouldn’t get to know this little life. But mostly, it ached for the mother whose arms were empty. Who had, more than likely, been to hell and back giving life to a spirit so special that her time on this Earth would only be measured In Hours. In Minutes. In Breaths. As I sit here with my little Sophie wiggling around on my lap and pushing her hands on the keyboard, I cannot explain the immense love and sorrow that I feel for this woman, or any woman who is given this very sacred duty to bear. Im so very grateful for the Savior and my knowledge and “Hope” that through Him all that was lost will be restored and that every mother who has paid such a heavy price will once again hold her sweet little baby in her arms.

Recap: First 3 Months in Pictures, lots of pictures

2009-05-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

At the Hospital

Meeting the grandparents for the first time

This picture makes me laugh so hard!

2nd Day home, just catchin some rayes

First trip to the Ranch

Sophie and Tyson with Paige

Tyson...I love this little guy!

Jax is so sweet with the babies, I love to watch him around them

Robby putting Sophie in her jamies
Notice they are on backwards :) Dads are cute!
We've got a mouth breather

We taught her Thriller and she's actually pretty good at it, im surprised she picked it up so early

Sophie with "Grandma Great"

Tyson and Sophie's Blessing Day

Poor Tys...all these yucky girls
Brielle Doty-Jan 18, Tyson-Jan 23, and Sophie-Jan 30

with uncle Rob

Grandpa Eastman

Two very happy grandparents

Her dress was so cute, Thanks Rob and Jenny

CourtRyann

First trip to Idaho

Great Grandma Andreason

Sophie is head over heals in love with her dad. Just the sound of his voice can wake her from a sound sleep or make her laugh hysterically.

Easter

Sophie and her uncle Bret who was visiting from Afghanistan

See uncle Kim, I'm growing into my eyes....sort of!

If she could talk she would probably say "Mom, take this ridiculous hat off me"

The Big Switch-A-Roo

Dan's transplant

Sorry, no pictures of the patients. They both felt so crappy that they probably would have broken the camera over my head if I tryed to get a picture. I did get some cute pics of Wyatt though.

Sophie and her best cousin Wyatt

see how she looks at him, so cute

Watching Kaden Race

Just hanging out at Grandma's house

She is such a happy girl!

I love this little girl so much. She has completely changed my whole world. Im so thankful for every day I get to spend with her. I've never been happier and I feel like I'm finally doing what was meant for me all along. Being a mom has changed me for the best in ways I cant even begin to describe. It has brought peace to my life and a calm steadiness to my heart. I know who I am, I know why I am here, I know what is important, and I know that my heavenly father loves and trusts in me. I am at peace. Life is wonderful!

I will update soon.......

2009-04-16T13:39:00.000-07:00

First Photo Shoot...3 weeks

2009-02-23T16:37:00.000-08:00

I love this little girl!

2009-02-23T16:18:00.000-08:00

Hospital Picture

Very first Sunday...and she isn't very happy about it! Sometimes Robby does the same thing befor church.

Yes, I'm one of those mothers that puts over sized flowers on my child's head. No apologies here, I think it is cute!

Watching Motorcross With Her Dad

2009-02-23T15:53:00.000-08:00

Jaundice

2009-02-04T08:58:00.000-08:00

Our poor little baby had a pretty tough time getting here. She was face up and sideways. Every time I pushed, her head would get stuck on my pubic bone and her shoulder on my pelvis. The doctor tried and tried to turn her but had no luck and it actually got really intense. He had to use the forceps and I have some really "pretty" incisions to show for it. I had a stage 4 episiotomy (ouch!!!!) Because of the bruising on her head she was pretty jaundice. Her doctor put on lights for 48 hours. They would bring her to us just long enough to feed her and then she had to go back under the lights, even though we got to see her every few hours it was hard and we missed her a ton.They would bring her to us on the Bili Blanket.

She looked like a little glow worm.

She is finally Here!!!!!

2009-02-03T17:38:00.000-08:00

Sophie Claudette Eastman

Jan. 30, 2009
6 lbs 4 oz

18 inches

She has the BIGGEST eyes!

Friday morning we checked into the hospital at 7:30 am. They started my iv at about 8:15 and the doctor broke my water at around 9 am and told us to get comfortable because it would probably be a long day. I had brought DVDs, both our ipods, snacks for Robby, and some magazines.....totally prepared for the long haul. I guess Sophie had another plan!

When I checked into the hospital I was almost dilated to a 4. I progressed so fast that I was a 10 and pushing by 12:30. Sophie was here at 1:49.

Best Feeling in the Whole World!

Sophie's Room

2009-01-24T22:52:00.000-08:00

Its not done yet but this is what we've got so far. We still need to hang the chandelier (I know, every baby needs a chandelier right?) Im still looking for a book shelf, and then Im going to put some vinyl lettering over her crib...I just need to figure out what poem/quote to use. I really didnt want to spend very much money so there are some things I would have loved to do that didnt happen, maybe later on I guess! My grandma made the doll on the shelf out of one of my great grandma's hand embroidered pillow cases, the mirror came all the way from my living room, and the lamp I got when I went to college...I just stole the lamp shade off one of the side lamps in my bed room that I knocked over and broke and added the ribbon and flower.

The bear on the rocking chair kind of came from my dad I guess. When I was a little girl, my mom was in the hospital. My dad took me to the store and helped me pick it out to take to my mom. After he died I kind of just kept it for myself because it reminded me of him. I think of him ever time I see it.

A cheese cake to die for!

2009-01-24T22:23:00.000-08:00

For the longest time I have been trying to find a good cheese cake recipe. It took a while.....and some trial and error, but I think I've finally got something to work with. I've made this one three times and it keeps getting better and better. The best part is that it doesn't crack! Anyway, If you want the recipe let me know.

I Love This Man!!!!

2009-01-19T08:27:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Babe!

1. Where did you meet? December 6, 2006 at the gym

2. How long did you date before you got married? 8 months

3. How long have you been married? 1 and 1/2 years

4. What does he do to surprise you? Everyday is a surprise. I never really know what to expect!

5. What is your favorite feature of his? I love his smile and his eyes. He is a very genuine person and when he smiles you can see his sincerity. The other, I wont say...Its a family blog!

6.What is your favorite quality? His sense of humor. He can make anything and everything funny. He always makes me laugh. He is also extremely loyal, he loves his family and would do anything in the world for any of us.

7. Does he have a nickname for you? Babe, Baby, Bubbles...dont ask me where that one came from but every once in a while it comes out.

8. What is his favorite food? He likes a lot of different things. Thai Curry, sushi, funeral potatoes, sea food. Always something different.

9. What is his favorite sport? He loves to play soccer and hockey but is seriously good at everything he plays! He also loves football and is a life long Broncos Fan.

10. When and where did you first kiss? On my front step after a date.

11. What is your favorite thing to do as a couple? We haven't really had the chance to go on any trips but there are a ton of places we want to go. Hiking, going out to dinner, watching movies at home, sleeping in...just about anything. We just like to hang out, we are pretty happy just being together.

12.Do you have children? A little girl that will be here in a couple weeks! I cant waite, he is going to be the BEST dad!

13. Does he have any hidden talents? Yep...but Ill just leave it at that! ;)

14. How old is he? 31, today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

15. Who said I love you first? I totally did, I'm such a sucker! I was going to break things off that night and then I freaking told him I loved him. He was pretty shocked but he said it right back...I will never forget that night!

16. What is his favorite music? almost anything that I DON"T like.

17. What do you admire most about him? So many things! He is an incredible man. He has such a big heart and he would do anything for anyone. Last year we were going to my Friend's baby blessing and we were running late because we couldnt find her chapel. As we are winding threw random neighborhoods we saw this little old lady walking to church, she was a half a block away from the church and was about to cross the street. It was the end of January and a really cold icy morning. He didnt even think twice. He jumped out of the car and not only walked her across the street, but down the block and into the church. The whole thing took about 15 minutes and when he got back into the car he didnt say a word about it. He is always doing stuff like that. He is also willing to help others and always looking for that one person that needs a friend. When it comes to serving others he is completely selfless.

18. What is his favorite color? Blue....but now that we are having a girl I catch him getting all gooey over anything pink!

I love you so much Robby!!!!

Im kind of feeling..........

2009-01-08T10:06:00.000-08:00

Like This........

And This.....

Is it just me or does the last month seem to go on and on forever! I just want her to get here. I miss breathing, and having energy, and looking down and seeing my feet...I haven't seen them for a couple months now, and sleeping on my stomach, and my pre-pregnancy clothes and shoes! I am so looking forward to getting back to the gym, and running, and swimming, and training to look like this....... (a girl can dream right!?!)But mostly Im looking forward to holding my little Sophie. Im dying with anticipation to know what she will look like. I hope she gets her dad's red hair and blue eyes and big lips,

and my ears (funny request I know, but red heads have a tendency to have big ears). As illustrated below!

I hope she has his energy and sense of humor, and my spunk. I hope she walks on her toes like every Andreason before her and has rosy cheeks and a twinkle in her eye like my dad. Oh, and freckles! I love freckles!

Grandma's

2009-01-07T16:36:00.000-08:00

Sophie is such a lucky little girl! She has the two best grandma's ever. They are so excited for her to get here, and I cant wait for her to get to know these two amazing women. She will have so much fun with them!

Rob's mom got this bedding for Sophie for Christmas. I LOVE it and think it looks adorable in her room. Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!

I have been looking everywhere for just the right rocker/glider and have had no luck. Everything has either been too beat up or too expensive. My mom found this little project at an antique store in the avenues and got it for me. I'm so excited! I LOVE projects! It is seriously so comfy and looks adorable in Sophie's room. Thanks Mom!!!

I seriously would be lost with out these two women....I'm so blessed!

Im just saying.....

2008-12-15T18:01:00.000-08:00

Newest Project

2008-12-15T17:45:00.000-08:00

Ok, is it just me or is every one doing these? Ive seen them everywhere. I needed something to do to feel like I was getting ready for the baby. Let me know if you want one! I'm working on a couple other patterns, I'll post those when they are done.

Free Week!

2008-12-11T15:51:00.000-08:00

I got the best news! I had my 30 week appointment yesterday with the vagina doctor, as my husband has so lovingly started calling him. Im measuring at 31 weeks so he said I could go anytime after February 11th. FREE WEEK!!!! I love it! And this is the best part...as soon as Im dilated to a 1 or 2 he will induce me. I have friends who's doctors wouldn't help them along AT ALL with their first pregnancy. So if anyone is looking for a great OB let me know!

Lame Blogger of the Year

2008-12-01T19:44:00.000-08:00

Wow, has it really been that long? I guess its about time to "get off my soap box" and post something new.

Its been a while, so here are a few things we have been up to.

In October we got to spend a long weekend in St. George at the ranch building fence.

*There is just something about a man on a tractor... probably an Idaho thing :)

I found this old nasty dresser at an antique store that was going out of business and turned it into a weekend project. I dont know why I didnt get a picture with the drawers in but you can kind of see them in the back. (I think my neighbor thought I was nuts to paint an antique, but trust me, this was no gem!)
Before

AfterI think it turned out pretty cute. We are going to put it in Sophie's room...I will post more pictures of her room when its done. I am having the hardest time finding any bedding I like! Ok, so I can find bedding, I just dont want to spend $300 on something that she is just going to puke all over.

I love to decorate for Christmas! I look forward to it all year. The picture isnt the best...mine usually aren't...but here is my tree.

So maybe Im a little lame, but Sophie has a stocking. I found it last Christmas at Pottery Barn and thought it was adorable. I got one for a boy and one for a girl because I thought they were pretty inexpensive...Im glad I did too, this year they aren't as cute.

Come on People!

2008-10-20T19:26:00.000-07:00

If you are offended by what I am about to post then let me just say that it is your own problem. Im so sick of sitting quietly by while the people of this wonderful country basically turn the Constitution into nothing more than toilet paper. We have become so obsessed with "not offending" that we have forgotten what principles and ideals this country was founded on. Our founding fathers were God fearing men who read and adhered to the bible. If you dont believe me read the Constitution or the Federalist Papers or if that is a little heavy for you just open your wallet and look at what is printed on our money...IN GOD WE TRUST!!!!

Proposition 8

"Proposition 8 will hurt children. If gay marriage remains legal, public schools will put it on equal footing with traditional marriage. Children will likely receive “age appropriate” information about sexual relations within heterosexual and homosexual marriages.Failure to pass Proposition 8 will hurt churches. The court’s decision will inevitably lead to conflicts with religious liberty and free speech rights. Society will become more and more hostile to traditional beliefs about marriage and family. Over time, greater acceptance of nontraditional marriage will be demanded of all people. This could impact the ability of any religion to teach and practice its beliefs. Including adoption agencies. A YES vote will not hurt gays. In California, the law provides for marriage-related benefits to be given to civil unions and domestic partnerships. Proposition 8 does not diminish these benefits.For your information:On Friday, October 10th, 2008 a first-grade class took a field trip to witness a lesbian wedding in California. Click Here for the article from the San Francisco Chronicle.A father in Massachusetts was frustrated when his kindergartner was taught about homosexuality at school by the teachers. He insisted he be notified in the future before such things were discussed so he could pull his boy out of school.He was taken to jail. Click Here for the story.A Catholic adoption agency In the UK closed their doors because of the Government's new homosexual equality laws. The Equality Act forbids discrimination in the provision of goods and services on the basis of sexual orientation. The law was forced through Parliament last year despite past Prime Minister Tony Blair's recommendation that Catholic adoption agencies be exempted from the rules. Click Here for more info.Earlier this month judges in Connecticut overturned the state law (just as the judges in California did) to legalized gay marriage. This is not just an issue in California. We voted years ago to keep traditional marriage as the only marriage recognized in the state of California, 4 judges overturned our vote…and we need to fight back. That is what this Proposition is about."

" This is happening everywhere and the leaders of the church and others have warned that the outcome of California’s vote will affect the way the other states vote. So PLEASE…even if you don’t live in California, put this on your blog or email this on. The Internet knows no state line. You know contacts in California that I don’t…and so do your friends. Please pass this on as it could eventually have an effect on everyone!"Occasionally discouragement may darken our pathway; frustration may be a constant companion. In our ears there may sound the sophistry of Satan as he whispers, "You cannot save the world; your small efforts are meaningless. You haven't time to be concerned for others." Trusting in the Lord, let us turn our heads from such falsehoods and make certain our feet are firmly planted in the path of service and our hearts and souls dedicated to follow the example of the Lord." --Thomas S. MonsonClick Here for excerpts from the Broadcast given by Elders M. Russell Ballard, Quentin L. Cook and L. Whitney Clayton.A good resource mentioned in the broadcast: http://www.preservingmarriage.org/October 20th: Last day to apply for an absentee ballot if voting out of state. Click Here to get one.October 27th: Last day to apply for “Vote by Mail” Click Here for info.November 4th: Election day. Polls close at 8:00pm. Vote by mail must be received by this time and can be hand delivered if necessary....Here's what you do:In the broadcast we were asked to "go viral on our blogs, etc" by Elder Ballard. This is my way of going viral. If you feel this is an important issue I ask that you copy and paste this post...and post it on your blog. PLEASE keep it at the top of your blog through November 4th. which you can adjust each time you post under the "edit post" option. The Internet knows NO STATE LINE. You know contacts in California that I do not...as do your friends and their friends...and so on. Please do this. If not for your own children and the effect it could have on them some day...for mine! After you have posted this...email this to your contacts and TAG all your blogging buddies to do the same. THANK YOU!

My Weekend

2008-10-06T20:58:00.000-07:00

Friday

My first Halloween decoration!

I made it at Enrichment

Saturday

OPEN HOUSE

I wish I would have taken more pictures, but these pies* were about all I got...one track mind! Despite the rain it turned out to be a pretty good day. There was a lot of cute stuff...Thank you Mom, Ashlee, and Brooke, you all did so much!

*more to come on the pies...Don't they look yummy?!!!

This is what my funny dog did all day Saturday. I thought I would post this because it made me laugh, he didn't move from that spot the entire day.

THE BELLY.....

2008-10-06T20:02:00.000-07:00

18 Weeks

Almost 21 Weeks

I know....the excitement on my face says it all. Check out my butt!!! Its GINORMOUS! Robby is really good to sing "I like big butts and I can not lie..." to me from time to time, it doesn't really make me feel any better but it always makes me laugh.

Sophie is growing so fast. We had our 20 week apt. last week and everything looked great. So far she is a healthy, well formed little baby. She also has big feet and weighed in at a whopping 14 oz! I'm starting to feel her more and more everyday and I love it. I just cant wait for her to get here.

Today my 2 year old niece Issie and I had a pretty cute conversation about the whole "baby in my tummy thing."

It went something like this.....

Issie: You have a bebe in your tummy?

Issie: I see?!...(as she reaches for my belly)

Me: Yes, do you remember what her name is?

Issie: Sophia!!

Me: Close, but just Sophie

Issie: When she coming

Me: Soon

Issie: You want me to hold her for you?

Me: Sure

Issie: Ill feed her fishies too, K. (she was eating gold fish)

It was pretty cute!

2008-10-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm........

2008-09-24T13:02:00.000-07:00

Today....Im feeling a little like Frodo Baggins. I think my legs are shrinking as my hips are spreading. No complaints though, every little bump and poke I feel from her makes it all worth it. I love this little girl so much already, I just cant wait to hold her in my arms.

I just came across this picture.

2008-09-10T15:10:00.000-07:00

Ok, so Im no Katie Holmes...and Tom Cruise has definately turned into a freak show, but
I just love this picture. I saw it a while back in Vanity Fair. The photo was taken by Anne Leibovitz.

It's Finally Here...well, Almost!

2008-09-10T12:39:00.000-07:00

I LOVE the fall. Its my favorite time of year! Some thing about it just fills me. I feel at peace, and I love anticipating the upcoming festivities. I am always flooded with so many feelings of gratitude and appreciation. This has been such a difficult and rewarding year for me. I feel extremely blessed to have so many positive, supportive, amazing people in my life. Friend's and family who always seem to know when to call or drop by, nieces and nephews who throw their arms around me every time I see them, a husband that loves me with all his heart, and my Father in Heaven who has never given up on me.

I thought I would post some of my favorite things......

The Fall Leaves!!!

Carving Pumpkins, its a BIG mess....but so much fun. I also want to try to make Dinner In A Pumpkin this year. My cousin Gwen makes it and I have been waiting all year to try it, it looks so yummy!

What is more adorable than Trick-or-Treators? Especially the littlest ones. I can't believe that next year I will have my own little one to dress up.

Mmmmm.....Hot Apple Cider

I'm pretty confident that I could eat a whole Pumpkin Pie all by my self. This year I just might try! (Hey, I'm pregnant!) Costco makes the best, so if anyone wants to see my attempt just show up at my house with the pie and a can of Ready Whip!

Thanksgiving!!!! Like my picture? Bless their crazy Puritan hearts. I'm glad someone had the bright idea to call up the India...excuse me, Native Americans and get this whole thing started.

I'm already thinking about the turkey, candied yams, Maegan's rolls, mashed potatoes, cranberry sauce, green been casserole....and a nice long nap for dessert. I plan on eating my heart out. And this year I have the perfect excuse, I'll be eating for two (I know...the whole "eating for two" is a myth, but I'm going to use it to my full advantage)! Plus, I'll be sporting the front panel pants by then so those should be a big help : )

I almost Forgot!

GREY'S ANATOMY

Its such a hot mess. I'm totally addicted! I LOVE LOVE LOVE it. I know this is an old picture but I posted it anyway...BRING BACK BURKE!!!!!!!

Drum Roll Please...................

2008-08-25T10:05:00.000-07:00

Its a GIRL!!!!!!!
We are sooooo happy! I think Im going to have to celebrate and do a little shopping, just to get some of the basics : )

She will need a pair of these for sure. I wouldnt want her to miss out on all the fun of scooping poop at the ranch with Grandma Claudette, Ryann, and Issie. Come to think of it, Grandma Chris had a pair this color back in her rodeo days.

She will need one of these too. So cute!!!

Her older cousin Ryann has wanted one of these her whole life! So I better get it early. I wouldnt want to hold out on her or anything.

I know her dad has plans for her playing on the Olympic Womens Soccer Team so these should get her started.

And last but not least. We will be spending lots of time at the pool next summer!

For me....this is a victory!!

2008-07-21T11:42:00.000-07:00

For some reason every time I start to think about what crib, stroller, or car seat to eventually buy I start to experience serious anxiety. I think Im just nervous that I will make the wrong decision. So far Ive been pretty good at avoiding the whole thing....until Friday that is. Freaking Babinsky had to go and have a huge sidewalk sale. I was helpless to withstand their trickery and cleaver radio commercials....i was totally lured into the store. Needless to say, I overcame my anxiety and bought a crib. I love it! I think I made the right decision. It was love at first sight. I did everything short of climbing in and jumping on it to make sure it would with stand our kid.

I broke my crib as a toddler because I used to hold the sides and jump like I was on a tramp-o-line and Robby.....well, lets just say he made me look like a lap dog (he was climbing the roof in cowboy boots at three), and for those of you who did know me back then can remember that my dad didn't call me "Hurricane Hatty" for nothing. So Im pretty confident that we are in for a wild child, so let me just apologize now and preface the life of this kid by saying.....Its genetic.

P.S. I think Ill probably need a zanex or something before I shop for the stroller and car seat...so if anyone LOVES their stroller.... Im all ears : )

10 weeks 3 days!!

2008-07-21T11:17:00.000-07:00

Its hard to tell what the arrow is pointing to but if you squint your eyes and tilt your head to the side a little you might be able to see a foot, the tip of the arrow is touching the heel. You can also kind of see the toes. So Cute! Its funny what you get excited about when you are expecting. I remember when morning sickness hit I was elated, and sick (and looking back...completely nuts!) So far the only thing Im not doing back flips over is that I can no longer button my jeans (thank goodness for the rubber-band trick). Im pretty sure it might have something to do with 6 lbs that appear to have set up shop on my butt. I guess I should just enjoy the "experience", and probably a little less desert and accept the fact that I am now a full fledged Baby Factory. I guess Im ok with a little extra squish, as long as it comes off at the end. Anyway....we were both so excited when we saw the foot. I think it kind of made it real for both of us. Not that exhaustion, a wonderful array of moods, an extra cup size, and nausea aren't real enough! It just made our little bouncing blob finally come to life. It was a really great experience! We are so so so excited!!!!

Hat Trick

2008-06-14T17:15:00.000-07:00

Last night was Rob's second Hockey game back since his knee surgery. We were both so excited for the game. He was AMAZING!!!! I am so proud of my hubby, he was skating circles around the other team. In all he scored 4 goals with one assist. (For those of you....including me until about four hours ago.... who have no idea what a Hat Trick in hockey is, its when you score three goals)